Self destruct

Pain is often misunderstood and misconcepted by the notion of betrayal

That it was percieved through ,

We either choose to become vindictive

Or go in a self destruct zone ,

Dwelling down to such bitterness,

Where we see our reasoning to exchange the pain in the same manner that it was given to us ,

Thus compromising ourselves and becoming someone who we disliked the most by their act of betrayal,

We forget as to why the pain come to us on the first place ,

It came as an awakening , to help us understand that no matter what we choose to be ,

What may come next,

We will not allow our ourselves to be compromised,

Instead, we choose to go way pass of the reasoning and become the convict of own growth ,

In between such times , even when universe showers the grace upon us (only to help us retain the same innocence which we had chosen to throw away long time ago) ,

We take the incoming grace for granted, which is there to heal us completely from inside out ,

What we do with it , we trash it , as if it means nothing but a waste of time,

How you can respect it , when you have lost respect for yourself to begin with,

Self destructive path only leads to more of the same,

Either you choose the path of grace or deny it’s existense completely,

By being under the influence of Drug addiction, drinking, smoking , living in denial, are all an excuse to run away from the pain that is only trying to heal us,

So what if it comes in tears ,

It comes , what it matters, isn’t it,

Try not to keep your door close to self destruct yourself ,

Let the universe bring you that peace in the form of another person ,

Do not shut the door , as once it was shut upon you,

There is no reason to keep hurting yourself by scratching the same wounds again and again, day after day ,

Let it heal , to feel the true harmony within .