Tag: isolation

Inside the mind of an addict

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The purpose of drug is to dilute the reality of your balance by playing mind games of delusion upon your existing reality,

It plays the rhythm of manipulation by dissecting into your persona for an easy sell to reach out your goals that you desire the most deep within(unrealistic desires that has nothing to do with harmony if fulfilled by unethical means),

Those unfulfilled desires tries to build a scam, plotting an interior web that games to fish anything out of your mouth only to achieve the validation towards your illusional goals,

it starts slowly by suppressing the consciousness within and tricking the pool of lust seeking any means necessary, to get the job done,

Such addictions of substances tends to use the focus and its all source of energy within by draining from the other resources of our mind that requires the energy to maintain certain amount of balance in the whole body to operate in harmony,

Once that energy is misplaced,

The chaos to seek balance begins and mind radiates toward any means necessary to get the attention it desperately requires to seek help,

Where all hell breaks loose and manipulation becomes the reality of your manifestation in every day of your life (Truth of your life, ends up becoming the biggest lie).

Fueling

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Ego fuels ego,

It appears in all colors, shape and size,

Trying it’s best to compromise us,

It hits us hard, where it hurts the most in the manner of regrets by playing games of lies and deceit, not only with others but also with yourself,

ego tricks us in the form of rewards by its playbook, keeps us busy in its charm of success, like a drug that feasts on your own time by your own will of intent with it, so it can destroy us completely when karma reflects in the form of accountability,

Only if we do not let it entrap our innocence(that is our only saving grace)

Than our struggles will eventually end up bearing fruits by forming harmony all around us,

Innocence is the key to freedom.

The easy way out

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If there is anything that had always kept us away from the challenges of life for being truly alive in every given moment,

Is the notion of easy way out,

The reason we live in chaos from centuries is because we had always been seeking the escape route whenever we saw a challenge with any unexpected outcome,

Outcomes that will not bring benefits and rewards after going through hardships and struggles in life,

As grace was never enough to begin with, and pain has always been considered as an enemy,

Hence we choose lifestyle based on how easy can we get to things for ourselves and for the upcoming family tree,

Be it a marriage proposal towards an easy way out for stability reasons rather than seeking a true connection that can take decades of your lives and even then most likely will bring unimaginable challenges with it, that will be full of pain,

So we opt for the other way around, not accepting the fact that life on this planet is not about how easy we can achieve things,

Instead it is all about how much of a struggle we embrace by accepting the challenges in life,

Which comes with questions that arises within in the form of feelings, connections and attractions,

Here we try to rationalize ourselves with the comfortable lifestyle by sacrificing the only connection which our essence within had always been seeking for,

Destroying the process of harmony (that comes to us in the manner of challenges) before it even begins

This is the sole reason as to why we have not evolved in centuries,

As we are busy chasing and running after something that has nothing to do with the reality and the purpose of our existence to begin with,

That’s why we are stuck in a loop of repeating same errors again and again,

And what has this given us, nothing but boredom that we try to minimize through by the means of entertainments that only amounts to the waste of our precious time,

Instead of embracing true connections in our lives that comes in our way most likely for once in lifetime,

We turn our back towards the solution of our lives and run away from it by chasing a dream that awaits in the form of nightmare itself,

It is what easy way out brings in our respective lives, which is nothing but a recipe of self destruct and chaos that knows no reason to stop and why should it, since we are the perpetrator of it,

Until we opt for challenges in life that comes our way for a reason,

For example on the scale of social justice in society, there is no reason to seek justice or revenge by demanding blood for blood,

Rather, we can seek solutions by accepting the challenge, trying to work upon the problem instead of eliminating it completely,

Yet we don’t end up doing that,

So the problems appears again into another form until we resolve it in harmony (whether soul mate connection or ethical justice in society all are interconnected and related to one another)

It is how the law of the universe operates and there is no other way around, be it in any situation and circumstances of life that we find ourselves into,

There is no concept of easy way out, never was and nor will ever be.

Something is better than nothing

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Celebrate the truth of your loved ones with harmony,

And celebrate their lies and betrayals with grace,

Or would you rather choose to celebrate nothing at all,

Where there is no one that has a meaning of existence in your life to begin with,

We let things fall down in our lives because we start to take the loved ones in our lives for granted,

Hence we end up with nothing but ourselves who has no clue what life is all about,

Because all we had done is look upto other people’s success rather than their failures,

We have a tendency to focus on presentation but not the process that goes behind it,

What universe goes through to provide us the oxygen(every second of our lives)in the form of harmony is beyond the imagintion of a human mind,

And yet we still find ways to brag and complain about life by taking everything that exist for granted,

Respect what you have or regret when it wont be around there anymore.

What are we seeking actually

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In the race of seeking oneself in daily walk of our lives,

We end up not realizing as to what actually we truly are seeking for,

Since after all the achievements of materialism we still feel empty and incomplete from within,

Hence we go after more of the same,

Trying to validate ourselves that we are on the right track of our lives,

Yet there is a feeling that keeps on lingering within,

Like something is missing, despite all the fulfilled necessities in life,

And that is a connection,

Where the actual peace of our essence lies within in the manner of connect,

In the form of another person known to us a soul mate or soul mates (in terms of an intimate partnership),

Where just by the presence of that person everything comes at a stand still and time suddenly feels like a flow of harmony in every second of our lives,

After going through all the struggles in our life to fulfil basic necessities,

We end up sharing it all with that connection(once we find it, no matter what they are and what they do) as we start to celebrate and value their existence more than anything else in our life,

It is where we find true harmony within by coming to the terms of accepting and embracing the connection that we had always been seeking for, intentionally or unintentionally,

The sooner we realize this, the better it becomes,

So try not to let go of it (this connection, do not take the existence of it for granted) in the chaos of all confusion that you are surrounded by in daily walk of our lives,

As nothing else matters the most than this ultimate connection,

without it, life will always feel like an empty nutshell (absence in total and lost)

Life is too short to let such a connection pass by, as how many of us departure from this planet without coming across (the person our essence seeks non stop) in today’s day and age,

Give your sincere best to it with everything you have got without any form of expectations and conditions at your end,

And hopefully it will embrace you,

And if not than what have you got to loose,

Atleast you can celebrate their existence in every moment of your life,

Wherever and whoever he/she is with,

And embrace the pain rather than running away from it, atleast it is the most alive feeling to be living for,

The feeling of unconditional love towards all(where the sun burns to reflects upon its moon unconditionally like a mountain who tries to meet with the ocean in the hope of that there will be a day of grace where they will become One forever).

Collection

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Peoople have hobbies ,

Some collect antiques,

Some collect pictures,

Some goes for gold and silver,

Where as some seek valiadation from others as a form of collection,

But the real collection in life is expressions,

As they never get old,

The more you think about it,

The more they rejuvenate you,

It is the sincerity within that never let’s it get old, rather it keep its refreshingly evergreen,

Yes, they do have the tendency to bring back memories that we might be running away from,

Than again we cannot runaway from who we truly are, can we?

So collect expressions, regardless how painful they are and will be, rather then letting them just pass by without valuing them and their purpose of existence within us,

Expressions are the only true reflection that lies within in the form of smiles and tears( joy and sorrow, pain and peace, earning and accepting, seeking salvation, walking in shadows, celebrating moments, and above all valuing the existence of anything and everyting).

Anxiety

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The cause of anxiety is distance,

The more distant you are from your needs and necessities,

The more space is generated between your essence and your thought process,

Which ends up widening the gap between the two,

Hence the disorderly pattern takes place,

Try to reduce that gap or find something that becomes the agent to form a harmony between it,

That can be anything related in the form of relief,

From food to meditation,

Perhaps hiking to long drive into mountains,

Heart to heart conversation with a stranger,

Plunge into beach or sitting aside by the shore,

Writing can also help to pen down the stress level,

And if nothing helps than let the universe help you in the form of tears that forms through your essence, pouring down from your eyes,

Let them flow as much as possible,

You will allow the universe to help you move into another day,

As tears are the remedy of unconditional love,

Irrespective of what gender,

They are there whenever needed to seek balance from within, try not to run away from tears as without them, harmony itself would cease to exist,

Anxiety comes to help you move closer to your essence within, its struggling process generates a form of harmony so that we learn how to humble ourselves in times where we can get carried away by ego while climbing the ladder of back to back success in our lives.

The black hole

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Space is a vast shadow of darkness,

When a dust appears in the form of grace out of nowhere

Suddenly all the energy of the darkness and its purpose of existence becomes all about the existence of dust itself,

Darkness becomes helpless infront of its grace,

It starts to revolve around it in circles,

As if it had been waiting for ages to seek a connection in the manner of hope,

To evolve further into the enigma of it’s own reflection,

It starts to circle around trying to produce the harmony of life within,

Where freewill thrives in the form of unlimited expressions,

Dwelling deeper , struggling to form a balance within,

For the connection to remain stable in a constant manner only to thrive without the fear of loosing it all at once,

Hence the shape of planets took place and nature of beings were birthed in it,

We humans are one example of it, out of many living being on this planet,

Though our nature of survival will always stay the same as the energy from which we are generated from,

Which is to seek hope in the form of grace itself through the notion of balance that revolves around in the manner of harmony,

We need to seek within and understand that on individual and collective level,

What happens to us in life, happens for a reason,

What comes to us, is there because we had been seeking it all our lives,

Which person comes to us in the graceful manner just to share their grace with us by being a part of our lives,

Is an eternal gift in the form of harmony itself,

Whether we embrace it or not based on mutual affection is a choice of the freewill that we carry within,

An ocean of water is a like a metaphor of a dark space where an appearance of just a single living being breathes life into it,

Hoping for multiplication in the manner of replication,

Or take a dark forest where the birth of very first little species is how the rhythm of life began to form and thrive on this planet,

Which is connected to one little beat of life itself, the heart beat,

Where every second is an eternal moment of a never ending beginning,

How we shape our eternity resides on how much grace we are willing to share among each other,

Given the appearance in the form of connect in every single moment of our lives,

So try to be graceful,

As Grace is ,where it all began and it is where it all will end,

How disasociate and disconnect of a being have we turned ourselves into, that when grace itself appears and knocks on our door, we do not welcome or embrace it with open arms,

Since we are so deeply invested by self dwelling ourselves into the extremes of our day to day struggles just to have bread and butter on our table,

That we have forgotten the meaning of life itself in the due process of it.

The Presence

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When the art itself melts (tears are formed in the manner of pain and suffering that seeks love from within),

It is where the presence of the Artist is felt the most (the eternal beauty in the form of the unconditional),

Through the feeling of sincerity that lies in the form of transparency within, and in that moment the love of the Artist becomes the art of healing itself,

Tears are a beauty that only pours love from within,

Embrace their presence with whole heart rather than seeing them as a notion of suffering.